Hi,
How is your day going? I hope well.
Today I’m going to talk about a sensitive topic for supporters of loved ones with bipolar disorder.
It has to do with LYING.
Most supporters won’t talk about it at their support groups or with family because they’re either confused by it or possibly ashamed by it. But, still, it does happen when you’re dealing with a loved one who has bipolar disorder.
It’s really hard dealing with the lying part of bipolar disorder. No one knows why a person with the disorder lies, but it happens when they’re not stable, when there are problems with their medication and/or they go off their medication, or they are in an episode.
Here’s what I’m talking about:
Say your loved one goes into an episode. They say some horrible things to you, but when they come out of the episode, they swear they never said those things to you.
Now you know they did, you truly know they did, because YOU are not the one with bipolar disorder, and you know what you heard. There is nothing wrong with your memory. You are still hurt and smarting from the horrible words that your loved one said.
You may even still feel angry and resentful, if the truth be told.
But still, your loved one swears they never said those things to you. Are they lying? Are they?
Or worse – what if they were angry or even abusive during their episode and did things to you? But now they deny that they ever did those things? Are they lying?
Here’s a true story:
There was a woman who, while she was in a manic episode, she got violent. She screamed horrible things to her husband.
She threatened him with a box cutter. She actually told him that he better not go to sleep that night, because if he did, she would slit his throat that night in his sleep. He stayed up all night.
Horrible, isn’t it?
Well, the story gets worse.
The next day, she threw herself through a plate glass door, then called the police, claiming that her husband did it and had him arrested for spousal abuse!
When her husband came home from jail, she denied any of this had ever happened! Was she lying?
I discuss lying and bipolar disorder in my courses/systems below:
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But here’s part of what I teach:
When some people with bipolar disorder go into an episode, they are not aware of what they say and do.
So when they come out of the episode, and you confront them with these things, THEY ARE NOT LYING when they deny them. They really do not have any memory of saying or doing those things!
I know, it’s a harsh reality. But it’s true.
If you don’t believe me, ask your loved one’s doctor or therapist. They’ll tell you the same thing.
This is so very difficult for supporters to deal with, because you are the ones who have to go through this. Sometimes it doesn’t help to know that your loved one isn’t lying. It doesn’t help the pain, emotionally and/or physically.
You still feel hurt, angry, resentful, and other negative emotions. You are expected to forgive them, just because they don’t remember.
And what about those things they said and did to other people? How do you explain them? It’s hard, and embarrassing.
And you don’t feel it should be your responsibility to have to do the explaining. And you know what?
It’s not! One of the things your loved one should be learning in therapy is to take responsibility for their own behavior and what they do/say when they’re in an episode. That includes what they say/do to you and to other people.
Their behavior is NOT your fault! You did NOTHING to deserve it. You need to remember that.
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David Oliver is the author of the shocking guide “Bipolar Disorder—The REAL Silent Killer.” Click Here to get FREE Information sent via email on how and why bipolar disorder kills.